The 2-Week Slump

Back to fasting: I ate fried chips and a cheesecake yesterday. I told myself that unlike Daniel, I will now be eating diary and that chips are made from potato (although the restaurant probably did not fry them in coconut oil, I decided that I was not going to obsess over this). Continue reading The 2-Week Slump


Distant and angry at God…..finally hope creeps in

I have not been in the mood to write for what seems like forever, which is ironic because writing, for me is an opportunity to release some of the hurt, frustrations etc that I have internalised and stewed over day after day. During rocky times, my desire and interest in a lot of things just flatlines. I am not productive. I can say that I … Continue reading Distant and angry at God…..finally hope creeps in

A moment of Spontaneous Reflection

One thing I am noticing is the need for validation from people regardless of whether we are close or strangers. This is not something new but it is something that I have momentarily succeeded in suppressing but ultimately failed to conquer over the years. God, thank You for making this issue increasingly evident to the point that I can no longer ignore it. Help me … Continue reading A moment of Spontaneous Reflection

Is prayer really that important to everyday living?

James 5:13 – 18

13Are any of you suffering hardships?

You should pray.

Are you happy? You should sings praises


James does not beat around the bush in this scripture, or in the rest of the book of James. I like him for that. I really, really struggled with reading my bible even after taking the steps to get to know God through His Word. But when I came across the book of James, I could not stop reading it. His words are straight to the point. They were beautifully harsh and gave me a wake up call on a lot the things that I was doing or had done that did not please God. It was like I was reading my own diary and the harsh reality was shocking. A veil was being lifted and I could see my faults. When you have lived in the World for so long, everything becomes normalised.

Normal for me was drinking hard liquor on a train so I would be buzzed before arriving to an event….

For now, I will just say that I was and still am grateful to James for his sobering words.

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