I am slowly but surely slipping into depression, again.
From this point onwards in this post, I will be writing in the past tense as I believe our words are powerful: they hold the power to bring into existence the things we express. Therefore, the verbs, tenses etc that formulate our thoughts and subsequently our expression of these thoughts, are just as important.
By doing this, I hope to speak into existence that these feelings that I am currently struggling with are of the past and will not dictate my future, but God will start by changing my present.
What do I mean by slipping into depression?
Visually it is like a wave that I can see heading towards me, building momentum. Even though it is far away, I am unable to run away from. I stand just waiting for it to envelope me and welcome me back.